Time.

I want you so bad, can you feel it too?

Two weeks of holiday just went by like that. I swear I don't know what I did the entire two weeks. It definitely didn't go as planned but there were good times. Then again, there were bad times too. Not to mention loads of it. It's crazy. It's been a month already. One month since I felt this way. It's not that I'm depressed or anything of that sort or at least I hope I'm not depressed. I just tend to cry ever so often that it gets a tad bit tiring. I don't even know why I'm crying. Maybe I do. I just don't want to admit it. It's so wrong of me. Very. Wrong.

I feel so freaking lost sometimes you have no idea. I'm not saying I'm sad all the time cause I'm happy too. Just not the happiest I can be. There are so many people around me, people of different personalities and I do enjoy the company of each and every single one of them. I just don't feel like I belong in anywhere right now. That's how lost I am. Sometimes, all I want to do is just lie down in bed and just not think about anything at all.

ANYWAY, moving on from that sad part of my life, things are pretty alright.Ya know, aside from all that. I went for my driving test today. I passed the circuit part of the test. I just failed on the road. Major fail right? Ah I'm retaking the test in about two weeks. It's 200 bucks to take the test again. I could do better things with that money. Oh well. Semester 2 is starting tomorrow! No time to fool around at all. I'm gonna be busy with dance practices cause production's coming up! *enthusiastic applause* As I was saying, dance practices and such will commence this week so if I don't manage my time properly, I'm screwed. No pressure, Rianne. No pressure at all.

Moving on, I went for a Kpop dance competition yesterday. I wasn't dancing, just supporting Iylia. Whoopdedoo! It was mucho awesome. Seriously. I remember how I hated kpop so much back in high school but after joining TDC, I think I'm getting sucked into the kpop world. Their dances are just jaw-dropping. I guess I like the dances more than the song but ah, both are pretty damn good. I'm gonna go get ready for college. Pack my bag and all that. Toodles.

How do you settle for second best when you've had the best?

Halfway gone.

It's already the sixth month of the year! How time flies when you're having fun/slogging in college/dancing all the time/sleeping/eating. Semester 1 of college just ended yesterday and my final exams for this semester is next week. I cannot wait to get it over and done with. 2 weeks of holiday coming up after that which I am obviously beyond excited for.

Things to do during the holidays :

1. University applications
2. IELTS application
3. Hospital attachments :D
4. Study so I don't panic for trials and AS
5. Dance, dance, dance, dance.
6. Physics PBL
7. Malaysian Studies assignments
8. Malaysian Studies video presentation
9. Live life

Am I missing anything? I don't know. Hope not. College's been good. It got sucky at one point but it's all good now, I think. Wouldn't trade PM6 for anything in the world (: I'm also wondering if I should drop Thinking Skills. It's not that bad of a subject but I find it rather pointless at the moment but ah, I still haven't decided. Anyway, time to meet the classmates!

Like a boss, baby. Like a boss.

Class of PM6 '11

 That's my Math lecturer in the middle :D

Su Jane. Dance studio. Converse. Enough said.

Miss Cindy who happens to be my Chemistry lecturer :D

Enough pictures for this post, I think.So anyway, I watched this video on youtube of this child who slapped his mom. Uhm what, kid, what? I don't know. I would never lay a finger on my mom, unless... I wanna hug her. Hello, she brought you into this world and she can jolly well take that back from you. I don't know. Teens getting pregnant and all that crap, who even started this lifestyle? I want my kids to grow up the way I did. You don't see me walking around slapping my mom and getting pregnant. Why am I even ranting, it doesn't even affect me but anyway, just my opinion.

Speaking of kids, I can't wait to have kids of my own. I absolutely adore kids. I don't promise to be a great mom or anything but I promise I'll try. Okay wait. Why am I even thinking so far ahead? I'm not even done with college yet. One step at a time, Rianne. One step at a time. Okay I'm off! Gonna bring out my inner nerd (:

Supergirl.

Who says nerds can't be cool?

Moving on from you.

Starting right now. At this moment. This very second.

So tell me, darling do you wish we'd fall in love?

All the time. All the friggin time.

But it's not going to happen, Rianne. It just isn't so give it up already. Studies first, I guess. Yeah, studies first. No wait, studies and TDC first. Everything else doesn't really matter at this point. Second blog post of the day? Shows how much I love procrastinating. The pile of homework beside me hasn't moved an inch yet but I'll get it done by Monday. Promise.

On a brighter note, my throat feels a tad bit better but it's still crappy nonetheless. I have driving lessons tomorrow and I'm dreading it. Somebody should turn off the sun for a moment or two. Moving on, I miss having free time or rather, I miss having my face stuck in a storybook for days. Right now, all I ever do is go online which isn't the best thing to do. Note to self : Self-discipline is very much needed at the moment.

Just say yes. Please.